Guys, things are changing in my life and for the better. I was hesitant to write that because every time I think something is going amazing in my life, the exact opposite begins to happen. But bad times always happen, and they always seem to fade away eventually. The reason I said things are changing in my life is because I discovered something amazing. I discovered something every person has the ability to do, but very little actually hold.. and that's faith. Yeah, it's faith. It's something so utterly life changing. In my case, I began to build faith in God. Yes, a God. A higher power. Believing and having faith in God are two different things. Believing in a God is just recognizing that He's there. Having faith in God is knowing He can change every aspect of your life just by carrying that faith with you. It's an unbelievably beautiful thing when you discover it, almost indescribable. Tears swell in my eyes because of how incredible it is. It may sound insane to people, but only to the ones who don't hold any faith. I grew up with half of my family being believers and the other half being atheists and some agnostics. I was conflicted. But it helped me make my own decisions in life, it exposed me to both sides. For many years my belief in a God would linger, it would strengthen when things were going great in life and collapse when things weren't going my way. Unfortunately, this is how many other minds think.. and it's unfortunate. The moment I knew that every difficult situation happened for a reason and is intended to create a growth, my realization came to light. The moment I knew that worldly disasters and issues also happened for a reason, and that the people who died lives' did not go in vain, I knew where they went. I have just came to understand something so much bigger than me, and every other human being who is breathing today and at this very moment. I was inclined to spill out my thoughts, this is information that I just needed to let out into the world.. I don't care how insane, dumb, or whatever meaningless label it is called, because it is real. And I know it is the most beautiful, enlightening, gratifying, and humbling thing I've ever came to experience and ever will. I have found God.